Thank you very much for

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i love you....you mean everything to me...i want you to know that...

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Thanks for the

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elskovsmaskinen aka. LuvMachine, Divine Pwnasj

jen........i cant........i cant take this.....have mercy on me...find that last bit of stregnth and try....just try to shut out the pain and love me.......please.......do whatever drug you must.......as long as i am by your side and you are happy i am fine............i know...i dont deserve mercy.......but i love you so much.......i never meant for any of this.......jen...please.....
i know your in pain......we are both in agony because of me......but......i love you...and you still love me.......i will always love you jen.......please........let me prove myself to you...i will do anything......please.....at least think about it.....gather your strength.....you gave up on me the second time but i.....just want to have a genuine chance to fix this.....please.....

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im sorry....i failed you....i...love you..and i always will..in the deepest depths of my mind...your name will always be there.....and...if you ever feel...as if you can give me another chance....and let me show you how much i care.....i am always waiting for you....i feel no bitterness towards you...even though you might feel bitterness towards me....i..love you.i always will....but for now......you just want to be friends that is fine...now...i.....just want to be the best friend i can ever be....i want to make up for my failure...i want to stand by you and help you through life...as i promised i would...if you let me......i have nowhere else to go...even if i did...i would be happier with you.....i want to live with you...as a friend and roommate.....so that i can help..in some small way...i can pay for internet for both of us...and if i get a job i can buy you a computer.....and you can teach me how to drive and cook and clean...i can try to cook dinner for you and make beds..and you can help me find a job...and teach me good hygiene....and teach me how to use money...as i said...i feel no bitterness toward you...its not your fault...its mine...i tried to prove myself...but you just couldnt take it....i understand.....my head is much clearer now...and my pain has faded a bit...so i am healing already.....but if i end up loving someone else....it will never be the same...you were the most wonderful girl i could ever have loved....i...just thought you should know that....but...i realize i have lost......so...please dont remind me.....dont hurt me any more than i already am....i know...you are in pain too...i understand that....dont take what ive said the wrong way...i know your in pain...and im sorry.....i really am.......after you read this comment...please delete it and please reply......

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when life fails you, there is always a drug to take away the pain, if drugs fail you..there is always a knife to cut away your throbbing veins

jen....ilove you....i......finally...understand everything.....and...the way you felt for me....makes me very happy....dont give up on life....im still here for you.......i will always be......from now on.......i..wont do that again.....please...dont push me away...i love you more than i ever have because of this

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i love you.......i...really do....i...love you more than ever and........i......will never...let this happen again.......

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hi.....i miss you

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do you still love me?......im still here for you......(sigh)

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hello there. i see you're watching me, but i've made a new account. if you feel you still would like to be watching me, then please do so. my new account is ~Crankpot
much love

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guns dont kill people. MIMES DO!